Do you know what it sounds like? It is so horrible.
I’ve never felt more belittled than the time I did it to myself.
I’d brought it on myself. I knew that.
But to be so vulnerable and know that you were the cause;
It takes you to say “shit shit shit”
Well now I’m safe, im saved in fact.
I’m around those that make me complete,
All I can think is that one-day ill be strong enough;
I’ll be strong enough to do things I never had the guts to make up;
And it’ll be you; you that gave me the power.
I love you.